What's in a dream?

I awoke last night letting out a feeble cry for Jesus to help me. I remember trying to form the words many times well I slept, this well the feeling of many hands holding me down taunted me. I could not break free, but I could dream... In my dream I ran out my door into the courtyard of my dorm only to see all of my possesions recklessly tossed and torn everywhere. While I was examining the remains of my ID card I looked up to see a large lizard the size of a Kamono sp. Dragon stalking towrds me. All the while there was an evil laughter in my head. I felt as though I had lost all control of my mind, as if it was being taken apart while I sat and watched it all happen. It is hard to explain this feeling of complete insanity... I have not felt so desperate for many years. If any of you have ever had a bad acid trip before you could relate to the feeling of losing control. When I finally woke up and cried "Jesus help me!" I felt as though I had won a great battle, I was scared and had to read a few chapters of the Bible to help me sleep. Not that it mattered which verses I read, the Bible was used more as a crucifix to ward off the vampires then anything.