Still writing from Oki. should be gone in a week though I hope. Things have been ok here just looking back on my blogs and realize that nothing I write in them reflects how I act during the day. Strange I have a very dramatic flair in me I suppose it is from my drama days. I was reading on Joanne's blog how she said she feels like a turtle on her back. I thought it was funny and also true of my own life. The reality is if it was not for Christ I would continuely be in this same state from day to day. I feel like I am always running behind, while others with apparent ease waltz through life. I really doubt this is the case but in my worse moments I would like to believe it was so. Man I can't wait to have my life as a normal person back! Military life is such a hassle I never realized the basic rights which could so easily be taken for granted. I am all the more thankful for them now I suppose so it is a good trade off. I feel good today and have nothing to write about just putting random thoughts down so bear with me if you happen to read this mess. Oh well I am done maybe I will write more later.